Lindsey – 2017 Graduate

I grew up in a Christian home and had an amazing family. Although my childhood wasn’t perfect, I knew without a doubt that I was loved and accepted. It wasn’t until high school that I learned a great childhood, and even a relationship with God, doesn’t dismiss you from pain and hardship. After a series of events, I learned to cope with pain and emotions through self-harm, which would continue for the next 10 years. I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, put on medications, and sent to counselors. I had no hope and lost all desire to live. After a failed suicide attempt, I went away to college hoping for a new start. I began to experience God in powerful ways and even felt called to mission work. I began forming my purpose and identity around missions. In August of 2015, I moved overseas, but after a traumatic incident, my depression resurfaced. I became actively suicidal again, was flown home, and admitted into a psychiatric hospital. 

I first learned about Mercy through my former counselor. It wasn’t until an overdose landed me in the hospital again that I decided to apply. When I arrived at Mercy, I was pretty much the walking dead. I hated myself and had a lot of anger towards God. I had lost all hope and was desperate for help.

During my time at Mercy, one of my biggest turning points was when I made a choice to start fighting for my life with the authority I had in God. My mind started aligning with God’s, and I no longer wanted to die; I wanted to live.

God has restored my hope and my joy! Because of what He has done through my time at Mercy, I am able to engage in life and in relationships. I am no longer controlled by my emotions or my circumstances, and I have authority over my thoughts. I can open my heart to God and trust His goodness. I have tasted the abundant life God promises, and I can’t wait to continue this adventure with Him outside of Mercy.

After graduating from Mercy, I am looking forward to moving back home and getting back on my feet by finding a job. I can’t wait to get involved in church and find ways to serve the community. I would love to eventually go back overseas, but I know now that God can use my gifts and passions wherever I am.

I can honestly say that I am so thankful for everyone who supports Mercy! My life is completely transformed, and your prayers and support made that possible. Lives are being changed every single day at Mercy, and each supporter plays a huge role in that!